Its public once again

I'm back.

Yeah yeah, I know. I've been password protecting my blog for quite a long time.

I personally felt that my blog had become too filled with my emotions, and all my insecurities and fears. I'm ashamed to admit it, but I didn't want anybody to see what was going in me at that time.

So, its gonna be public once again. Gotta say though, I still don't think I'm ready to reveal my deepest secrets to the people who DO read my blog.

During the time my blog has been password protected, I've been writing a lot. It felt really .... free. I didn't have to re-read my posts in fear of how it would appear to others. I didn't have to worry what people would think.

I won't publish those posts though. They'll be safe in my drafts.

Anyway, whats been going on with my life lately? Fuck loads damn it ==

Err....I've been doing a lot of basketball, cycling, among other stuff.

Been really busy since the 2nd semester started though.

Interclass competition was a real bitch to handle. Was part of the basketball, badminton and the table tennis competitions.

Basketball : OMG. This is pwnage I tell you. Even though I was only a sub, it felt really awesome to be able to play in an actual competition. Admittedly, I didn't do much, (Kesh, Sha and Chew did most of it. Ian too....errr...Kian Guan too. Chee Yip was pretty good too. Lol, okay, they did all the work. I just hanged back and chilled XD) Pretty fun stuff, and we won! This Tuesday we'll be having a rematch against Tze Khang's team though, which, suffice to say, is gonna be fcking awesome.

Badminton : ....Lol == Was totally fcked. Can't say it wasn't bloody fun though. Out of the blue I had decided I wanted to join it, so I dragged Samuel along with me. We both suck at badminton (okay, he's better than me, but I think he's not exactly the best player in the world) , so we joined with the intention of having fun, not exactly to win. Funny as hell though, watching Samuel before the match. Fucking nervous wreck. Yeah, we got pwned. Still, it was a pretty cool thing to experience.

Table Tennis : Brr...this pissed me off to no end. Admittedly, I did enjoy playing against Kian Guan (though my jeans tore. blardy hell, the whole front part just tore off). Playing it wasn't so bad, the organizing part was a pain in the ass. Half the participants would walk out half way cause they had football, then just before the tournament's gonna start, some people start registering, screwing my match ups and stuff. Got pretty frustrating, got to say, and well, I'm glad its over. It was fun though, I never knew we had that many table tennis players in the college.

Oh yeah, I'm on the student council. I think the voting's gonna be this Monday. Can't say I'm not nervous. I know I won't be getting President (I'm definitely not popular enough. I think Pranav/Gabriel'll get it.) But I'm hoping I won't end up being last on the roster (Committee member) ><.

Even though its only been a week since we've been informed about it, there's heck loads to do. Tomorrow I'm gonna have to wake up early again to do some sort of test run for something.

By the way, been to SPCA with a few friends. IT IS SO FUCKING AWESOME. Okay, so maybe washing hundreds of dirty extremely-chewed up dog bowls isin't exactly the definition of fun, but playing around with the dogs (which we did a lot) was really cool. I miss Pakka. Really beautiful albino dog. Too bad it tried to bite me ==.

And I really suppose its strange yeah. Every time I see pictures of Seksyen 3, I suddenly miss that place like crazy. It felt like home when I was there, and I hated having to leave it.

I've also been seeing less of Yong Xin and Vincent these past few days. Which sucks. Yong Xin's gone off to college, but he still comes back for the weekends, so we've been going out the past 2 Fridays for dinner. I sort of know how sucky the very beginning of college is, and seeing a face you know seriously helps.

Yong xin, you dumb Japanophile =)

I think that well....time really does change things. It took me forever to realize it, but well, if you're not in theirs minds anymore, why continue thinking about them? The moment I realized that, my life took a turn for the better. I won't say its fantastic right now, but least its better than a few months ago.

Ear food ( I've got quite a few new songs, cause well...its been a long time =))
Ching a ling - Missy Elliot
Diamonds for tears - Poets of the fall
Do it again - Chemical brothers
Push the tempo - Fatboy Slim
Kimi no Koe - Some Japanese singer
Arigatou - Kokia (Still love this song after so long)
Late goodbye - Poets of the fall (Bloody nice nice song)
Boku wa Koko ni iru - Winder (overdrive song)
Lift me higher - Poets of the fall
Locking up the sun - Poets of the fall

Cheers.