OMG. Sien lan dou

Rawr. I'm dead tired of staying at home and rotting away. I swear to god, fungus is gonna start growing on my...particularly damp area *Lets not elaborate* soon if I don't get my ass up and running. Brr. Stupid exams, I can't wait till its over damn it. Been doing some panicky studying from 12 in the afternoon till 2 in the morning EVERY SINGLE FCKING DAY. Damn. Thats it. No more last minute studying for me.

Of course, I say that everytime there's an exam, and bitch about it when I repeat the same thing over and over again for every exam. Still, there's no wrong in hoping right?

I'm such a weak-willed person XD

By the way, studying at night seriously is something else. Specially when its really late, about 1 in the morning. Every thing's damn quiet around you (except for the music I blast through my speakers XD Poets of the fall!!!!! Zomg. *melts*) When I'm bored, I'll just sort of look out my balcony and I dunno. Somehow after a minute or so of doing that, I find the will to continue ba.

Grr. Caffeine overdose + lack of sleep = Not particularly happy and full of sunshine Jon.

Lastly, I feel like I wanna post something for a long time, but I could never find the way to write it out in the way I wanted. Here goes nothing

Ever wondered why life isn't like anime? I have.

WAIT. I KNOW WHAT'S GOING IN YOUR MIND.

"OMG. JON IS SUCH A FUCKING ANIME RETARD. STUPID NARU-TARD. PFT. GET A LIFE YOU LOSER"

Admittedly, I would have the same reaction if somebody said that to me. But hear me out.

When I mean anime, I'm not referring to those like Naruto and Bleach or those fantasy over the top things. Those are fantasy, and are meant to stay as fantasy. Neither am I referring to those shoujo romance mangas, where the girls are hot and super perfect, and the guys are super perfect, and the some fcked love story appears and they live happily ever after. Neither am I referring to those Gundam anime, or pokemon, or any unrealistic anime you've seen.

I'm referring to those that reflect how our world really is, like 5 cm per second, or Honey & Clover (Without the retarded Morita parts). These series really portray life as it is (Read : Without retard flying around, or girls with impossibly big....eyes that are unaffected by gravity. (You know what I'm talking about.)) Honestly, when I watched those , I felt as if I was just watching a real life drama, albeit with cartoony graphics. The way the characters and emotions are portrayed, its almost as if you're seeing yourself/other people you know act. Seriously. Go ask Yong Xin.

So if they're so realistic, what makes them different from real life?

Every single character in it is interesting. Every single one of them has their own backstory, and you can see their every thoughts and fears and hopes. Honestly, having a monologue in real life hardly brings any impact to yourself, but when you read / listen to a monologue in those anime, the emotions you feel really are amplified.

That, and well...you can always see there's hope in them. That no matter how things go, there's always hope, and there's always people who'll help them out. (No, I'm not drawing parallels to my own life. Seriously. I'm so past the emo stage right now). The endings are never idealistic or perfect, but...there's something really cool about how things work out. How while it may not be perfect, I doubt that the characters would have wanted it to end any differently. And there's always a certain sort of hope that things really do get better at the end.

How often does that happen in real life eh? Aihz, to be honest, reality's actually pretty cool. But we're never really content with what we have anyway eh?

*Sorry, i know the paragraph about how those sort of anime is different from real life's a bit messy and un-understandable, but I really don't know how to convey those thoughts into words that do them justice. You'll have to watch those yourself to be able to understand what I'm trying to talk about.

Cheers.

*Incidentally, I've come to this epiphany (After countless hours of meditation and self-inflicted injuries) that well...this blog really isn't female friendly. As in REALLY female-unfriendly.

To be a fan of my blog, you've got to be :
A) In love with porn-jokes. (Lack of tolerance of cow penis's jokes automatically cancel this out)
B) A regular curse-word spewing bastard (Like me. FCKKKKKKKKKK. Lol)
C) Sado-masochistic . You've seriously got to love self pain. If not, how would you be able to enjoy wading through pages and pages of my long and my not-really-interesting/relevant post?

If you actually like reading this blog, be afraid. Be very afraid. You sick perverted regular curse-word swearing sado masochistic bastard.

Welcome to the club =)