First post for 2009

Well. First post of 2009.

Wait. I have to get this out of my system.

OMGBREASTSPENISLOLCATFUCKMACHAOHAIHAHAHAWTFBBQPEDOBEARHORNYGAYFUCK.

K.

Welcome 2009!

Seriously good start to the year.

I'm really lazy to go into detail about what happened on new year's eve, but lets just say it involved screaming (lots and lots of it) , laughing my balls off, quotes that I will brandish as humour for years to come "MAKAN. MAKANLAH. or about Kenaris. =D, a bunch of unruly teenagers shoved in a hot van, incredibly sporting people (man, the chick waved back at us! I hope we made her day =D), gripes about how its a all guy gay fest and lots and lots of fun with the people I'm totally comfortable with (and that's saying a lot)

Of course, now that the fun part's over, its melodramatic sentimental post time.

But seriously, I hope so badly that this is going to be the last time I spend new year in malaysia (at least for the next 4 years). Originally, the plan was that I just stayed at home and countdown-ed with my family, but ... man. I really wanted to spend a new year with the dudes. Spent some time at home though, to hang about with the family and all.

As we were stuck in the van screaming happy new year, I just felt so... happy. It felt like all the pain of 2008 and all the bad memories that came before were being washed away with my screams as I screamed my lungs out. (And no, 2008 was a good year with lots of happy memories. I'm just talking about the bad experiences I had, the good ones, I still have =D)It felt like all the negative emotions I had, all the fear, the anger it washed away.

Have you ever had the feeling that well...everything's going to be all right. That, at that moment, everything just felt so right, that it all clicked together? I don't know how to describe it exactly, but....i think I've been searching for this emotion for so long. And it felt good to kick start the year like this. I hope this is going to be an indicator of the year to come, and I seriously wish that this year's going to be, quote, "fabulous".

And I was smiling to myself, because we were being such idiots. I don't know why, but the word youth kept on springing to mind. It's these days of idiocy and laughter that I cherish. The times when we didn't have responsibilities, or money matters to worry about, and what not. The times where all we had to do was sit back, relax, and laugh. The days of youth which are slowly dwindling away.

Not to sound pessimistic, but I feel as if the days with them are drawing to an end. I can't wait for university, and the social scene there, but it feels like I'm drawing a curtain on this chapter of my life. I'm afraid to grow up, to have to adapt to change, but it's inevitable. So I'll just suck it up, grow some balls, and face it right on.

Here's to you, 2008. 2009, watch out, because, your gonna get raped. or buttsmexed, whichever you prefer.

Jonathan's coming.

Ear food

JOE FUCKING HISASHI.

Oh my god. I would bend over for this guy. Seriously, he is a fucking genius. LISTEN TO HIS ORCHESTRAL SONGS OMG.

*hello sai cau fu =D