Frustration Level 99.

Sorry for the title. Spending so much time alone in the house "studying" has caused my inner nerd and geek to come out. Sue me. Read on =D

I am so. god damn. BORED.

Fuck. I hate this stupid "no going-out" shit enforced by my dad. Seriously, this is so bloody frustrating. Let's see, here's my daily routine :

9.00 a.m. Dad forces me to wake up either to buy breakfast, or because apparently I need to study. WTF. 9.00 am is an ungodly hour, and is meant to be happy sleep time. Depriving me of this only makes me an unhappy sleepy bitch the whole damn day.

9-10. Eating breakfast, walking around aimlessly, wondering why the fuck am I not in my nice cosy bed.

10-12. Pretend study. The main word being pretend. My parents (or more specifically, my dad) is in the house, so that means even mentioning the word TV or computer, or cycling, will have my dad frothing at the mouth like a madman , followed by screams of "you better get your results, if not you watch out". Ookay... (it's not that bad. Least I can play pokemon on my handphone while staring blankly into my books)

12-2. OMG THEY"RE GONE. Not much difference, cept that I can throw my books away and blatantly play my pokemon. Roam about the house, looking for food to eat, or cycle out to Giant or the nearby coffee shops for some lunchage. Have to admit, favourite part of the day. (Fuck, this is so god damn sad)

2-7. Admittedly, I try studying. Cept that no matter how hard I try, I can't focus. I get distracted after 5 minutes, and go do some other shit. Fuck. Rest of the time spent moping around the house, staring out the window while the music plays in the background, or studying (which means 5 minutes staring at my book, then slowly dozing on and off). Lovely isin't it.

7-10. Uncle's back. Least there's somebody to talk to after 7 FUCKING HOURS. (By talking, I mean physically talking. The whole msn/sms thing doesn't count) gr. Dinner, followed by computer use.

10-12. Parents back. Whee. Further futile attempts to pretend to study again, followed by "Oh, I finished my quota already". Then I use my computer, which causes my dad to curl up into the fetal position and start blubbering "YOU NEED SLEEP TO STUDY. ITS SICKENING. IF I GOT A CHANCE, I WOULD THROW THAT BLOODY COMPUTER OUT."....ookay. So that means I have to be in bed by 12.

12 - 4. I lie awake, seeing that I AM SO FUCKING BORED AND FRUSTRATED. Usually spend this time reading or playing gba on my handphone in the dark. Usually get tired by 4.

And the cycle continues. It's been this way for the WHOLE PAST WEEK AND A HALF. (For the observant among you fellas, that equates to 5 FREAKING. HOURS OF SLEEP. DURING THE HOLIDAYS. FUCK IT.)

Honestly, can it get any more frustrating? I barely have the mood to chat on MSN anymore, which leads to further frustration and boredom. I do get phone calls once in a while , so it helps to relieve the monotony, but seriously.

I AM FUCKING SICK OF THIS. My god. I want to go to Kanna with Vince and Yong Xin. I want to go bowling with Madhu and Dinesh. I want to go JC to hang out with some of my friends. I want to go to college, so I can attend physics lab, and laugh my balls out with Chew , Ian and Joseph. I want to be in the library, bitching and ranting about all sorts of nonsense with Pranav and the others. I want to go to IOI to watch ip man. I.need.to.get.out.of.this.fucking.prison.

But apparently, I need to fucking study. Fuck it.

Ciao.

*Yes, I am pissed at my dad. Live with it.

*Btw. Vince is coming to Imperial college in Kelana Jaya! That means I can come back to Puchong everday. Wheee.

*Omg. Pokemon is fucking awesome. I can link cable on my computer! HAHAHAHA. That equates to a soon-to-be completed Pokedex! And for you idiots who say that its childish and all, you'd be surprised at what you'd find. There's genes (IVs), EV points to be obtained, formulas, multiple things to consider while creating your perfect pokemon. Seriously, these are not the things you would expect a child to understand, let alone use. Competitive battling just brings the game to a whole new levle. Epic!. =D