Weird isin't it?

These are times we all go through, no matter who we are, or where we are.

There are times when you just feel so incredibly alone, that even if the you had snuck away and disappeared, people would never notice.

There are times when you feel that you want all the pain of loss to go away, that hurts so much some times that it feels like knives are stabbing you right in the heart.

There are times when all you want to do is drown yourself in music, to forget about everything that's been happening to you.

There are times when you've become so numb, that the world passes by in a blur.

There are times when you look up and wonder , is this that's all there is to life?

We all go through it one point or another. But it is these very experiences that make us stronger, that strengthen our resolve, and to teach one of life's most important lessons :

We are all just human. We all experience pain, loneliness and frustration. But to be able to accept that, and to continue fighting on, to never give up the good fight.

And through repeated experience, it becomes clear. The saying there's always a rainbow after the rain holds true.

But only if you want to see the rainbow. If all you can visualize is the damn rain cloud's, then you'll forever be stuck in that endless cycle of pain.


Bleh. Just felt like saying that out.

Anyway, I wonder how things are going on in my old school friend's lives.

But to be honest, by now, the only 2 people I really really still care about is Yong Xin and Vincent.

While I haven't forgotten the others, by now, I have been continually frustrated and angry at them. I have felt forgotten, and a thousand other things.

But I was just being foolish. People go their own ways in life, so to be honest, I just really couldn't care what goes on in their lives. If they never cared, why should I?

Its weird how I had to be depressed for so long just because of that. What a dumbass ==

Anyway, I really enjoy the numerous outings I've had with Yong Xin and Vincent. Time honestly flies, and I do not think I would want to spend my time more with than anybody else. Can't wait for the holidays though. I've been seeing less and less of them, due to a really really hectic schedule and clashing timetables. Dumb fucks ==

Ciao bitches =(