The rollercoaster of life
People have said that we only go through life once, so we should experience everything while we still can.
You know what I say?
I agree.
A-HA. Caught you there didn't I? Thought I would say some other smart-ass crack eh?
Lol. Anyway, seriously, it's these new experiences that we go through that really make life so damn interesting.
Today was the first ever day I got my face shoved in cake. I was somehow suspecting Reuben to do it already (or Pranav, seeing that both of them were behind me), but I didn't want to spoil the fun anyway.
Put it short, today was an awesome day.
Every birthday's is like something new for me.
I still remember the day my birthday fell on the day of the marching competition. I was feeling a lil uneasy, as I thought my good friends had forgotten my birthday, seeing that none of them wished or acknowledged anything.
What a surprise I had, when we reached back to school, my friend (the commander dude) lead the team to cheer happy bday to me. It was something I'll remember, and to be honest, while I was definitely happy, I felt a little embarrased. Cause I made a really big crucial mistake during the competition, and I was feeling like crap after that, feeling as if I had let the team down after so much hard work ( come to think of it, I did let the team down. I hope they'll find it in their heart to forgive me though).
My birthday in Form 5 wasn't as exciting, but to me, it felt really good. I spent the day out with about 3 or 4 really good friends (to me at least), and well, I don't think I'll ever forget us just hanging out at Wong Kok Char Char Teng.
This year's birthday was .... lol-ish. Suffice to say, it involved a LOT of water and cake XD
And when I look back, it's weird really.
To see how my college life has been this big rollercoaster , with it extreme ups and downs. I feel as if I'm strapped in, screaming at the top of lungs and everything rushes past me in a blur. I think it really took me a good part of 5 - 6 months to realize it, but seeing that I would have to ride this one out, why not enjoy it?
I've experienced being elected to be vice president. Any yet, I've also experienced sitting at the canteen table, feeling incredibly left and alone.
I've experienced getting really high in Bio ( I think it's Bio). Any yet, I've also experienced bombing my Chemistry like crazy.
I've experienced hanging around with a bunch of good friends, just talking away the time. And yet, I've experienced some incredibly awkward silence with people, glancing at my watch to hope time passes by quickly.
I've experienced feeling like I'm on top of the world. And yet, I've experienced feeling like there's really no hope for a better tomorrow, and that the present was just a bleak reality I had to live for.
I've experienced the feelings of love, and warmth. And yet, I've experienced coldness, and alienation.
It's amazing how many memories I've accumulated over the past half a year.
And I hope that I will never forget any of these, good or bad memories they may be.
Thank you to all the people who wished me, I wish I could reply, but my credit has run totally dry.
You guys rock.
Err...slightly less than me.
Okay, way less than me. But hey, how can you compare to perfection? :S
Ciao bitches =)
Ear food
Zombie - The cranberries <---- OMG. I love this song after I heard Jee Wen singing this.
Desiree rocks too. If only I could somehow record her voice singing the ayumi hamasaki song damn it.

2 Comments:
Grats for bb.
damn i'm only known as the "commander dude"?
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