Damn

Zzz. Holidays are over. Depressing ==

Anyway, I'm really feeling lost nowadays. I just feel like I'm floating through my days. I barely enjoy anything I do nowadays. It all just feels so repetitive, and stagnant. I'm so bloody bored with all this.

Sure, I've applied to Cambridge and all the other universities (Chemical engineering by the way), I've got exams coming up (SATS, A level trials), I've got an OB night to help organize. A few other major things that I have going on, yet, I still feel like I don't have anything to look forward to or work towards.

I think I just need a change in my life. I'm so bloody bored with everything I have right now, I want to run away from it all.

Friends, outings, games, studies...everything just feels so unimportant and repetitive to me.

I think its pretty unreasonable for me to be asking this, seeing as I don't know what I want...but I know I need something to jump start me once again. I'm just too weary of this routine, and everything around me.

Z. So fed up with all this shit liao.

*Yeah, I know, my blog posts are becoming repetitive with this whole need to "run away from my current routine" posts. I don't know, I barely have the energy or motivation to think/type out new things. Everytime I find something else to blog about, I sit for a minute or two at the computer, typing, then I'll stop due to lack of motivation/interest/energy. Bear with it for a while yeah.

Ciao.

Ear food - You're not alone - FF9
Through the years and far away - Voices of a distant star
Homecoming - Kanye west