We were meant to live for so much more

*Seriously long post. I've got lots of things I wanna blog about*

I seriously love basketball. XD

One of the things I really really look forward to everyday when I'm on the way to college is basketball.

I love the feeling when I'm in a game. The blood's pumping, the adrenaline's flowing, and my mind is void of anything but the ball.

Lol, a bit exaggerated la, but seriously , I love that feeling. I suck at bball, but hell, I still love it to bits.

Ping pong offers a different type of high, a high that I enjoy equally as much. The adrenaline's pumping , but its...different. When you're in a game, everything outside the game becomes...blurred out. I can barely focus on the people watching, or the walls behind my opponent. All I can see clearly is the ball, my opponent's eyes, and the table. My heart pounds as he serves, and from then on, it becomes like a dance, one step leading to another, and on it goes.

I love that.

And, by the way, I am in no way a good sportsman, but I really do enjoy these sort of stuff.

Anyways, I know this goes against what I've been advocating against , but I have this urge to post bout what I did on Friday XD

Seriously tiring day. It was kind of meh-ish during lecture time, but it was after lectures ended that it was fun. Played bball for bout half an hour, went for lunch with Ang (argh. The char keow teow is t3h suxxorness), went to the hall to watch Samuel play 9 dragons using a bikini chick. Was expecting some manly stuff , but ended up watching him be pussy-ish , doing trading and what not. >< *lol, cheers samuel XD* Went for some more bball with Andrew, played with seniors, got elbowed in the face while trying to get rebound, sulked around a bit, went back upstairs to play Badminton with Dennis (he's a cheater I tell you) and Kumaran (Sivaji). Then, went back downstairs to play bball with Samuel and Ang again XD

Okay, sorry. A bit random (and boring) but I just felt like typing that out =)

Anyways, on to more important stuff, OB night! Was seriously anticipating this, and I wasn't disappointed. Had fun trying out all my dad's different clothes the night before, laughing at myself in the mirror, and worrying whether me in my dad's shoes = gay or not =) The night itself was awesome. The freshie king competition was hilarious. Was voting for Kumaran (who looked ... like the boss) but Calvin got it, which wasn't too bad either XD The rest of night was ok la, there was a band called AlphaQ, which is seriously hilarious. Try saying it out loud, and you'll know why. But it was after all the events were over that the night really got started. The DJ started blasting songs and everyone was dancing like crazy on the dance floor. (which is quite small btw, everyone was pushing against everyone) WAS FUCKING HIGH OKAY! Seriously, it so freaking fun. Damn freaking funny watching Jeevan dancing. I got thrown in to the air twice, which was quite ... lol-ish XD . At bout 11.45, the DJ played 2 last songs, which were slow songs. Really nice ending to the night.

There was something that didn't go right that night though. My friend saw "her" sitting alone at a table , and asked me to go sit with her and talk to her. I wanted to ... but I don't know what was stopping me. Maybe I didn't have the balls, maybe I didn't know what to talk about, maybe I was afraid to fail. A thousand others maybe. But I didn't take any action, and before I knew it, another boy had sat next to her and started talking. Damn, I felt so freaking ashamed of myself. Fuck it.

Last thing =) I've been listening to quite a few songs lately, and I'm seriously in love with a few . Here's the list =)

We believe - Good Charlotte
P.O.D. - Change the world
Seether - Remedy
Switchfoot - Meant to live
Steven Curtis - Cinderella (My favourite song. GO LISTEN TO IT!)
Bob Carlisle - Butterfly Kisses
Goo Goo Dolls Singer - I'm still here

I'm getting my mp4 back either this week or next week. Can't freakin wait!

Cheers