I'm starting to miss you less and less

Lol, I'm not so emo and depressed liao ><

Anyways, this week has been hectic as hell. Been sleeping late, bout 11-12 every damn day, freaking lots of crap to do. Bio presentation, exams, games, tiny bit of studying, games and what not. End up sleeping in college every morning before lectures start ==

OB night is coming this Thursday! And I'm going without a partner XD I could cover my shame by saying "Oh, I don't want a partner la." But the truth is, I don't have the balls to ask a girl out, or as a friend of mine puts it subtly "You're like a monk. You have the balls, but you don't use them". Lol.

Hopefully I'll be able to get my coconuts working by next year's OB night eh =)

I've also decided, I want to start a college team from the batch I'm in for Ping pong. Fuck you naysayers damn it.

Anyway, on to the main thing I wanted to blog about. Recently, I've been keeping in contact with Vincent, on the phone la. And somehow, every single time I talk to him , I end up irking him/pissing him off. And no, its not my fault. That idiot gets pissed off at every damn small thing. Damn sien wanna talk to him.

After a few times of this, I realized something. The more I talk to him, the less I miss him. Seriously. In fact, I only really miss a certain few people in Semesti. The rest are just like...meh, whatever. Yeah yeah, I know I say I don't really care much for people, but I do miss some of those guys. So fuck you Vincent, for being so fucking ghay.

2 other things.

1) I sort of realized I wasn't really a good listener. I had this sort of epiphany. How? When i was really depressed and down a few weeks ago (the reason for this will not be revealed XD), I really needed to talk to someone. So, out of all the people I chose to call, I called Vincent. Yeah, dumb choice. Seriously. I ended up feeling worse than before I called him. I just needed someone to listen to what I wanted to say. Instead, what I got was him telling me that it was my fault, and that I shouldn't be that way. After that, he just shrugged off the thing and changed the topic. Fuck it. I wanted someone to listen, not to tell me where I went wrong , or what I should do. I think I'm smart enough to know what I should do. I sat down to think after that, and I realized....I was something like Vincent. When people just needed someone to talk to, I ended up giving my opinions and what not. Which...well...kind of sucks. Sorry Yong Xin. =(

2) I've been listening to "when you say nothing at all" by ronan keating, and seriously, I love the lyrics. Very few people can actually make me feel that way, and no I"m not talking bout girls. Seriously, I have yet to find a girl that makes me feel the way I do as when I'm with my guy friends. "Of course la, you such a bad boy who don't know how to treat girls". Fuck off bitch. Seriously, listen to this song. I love it like crazy. And screw girlfriends and what not wei. Bros over bitches anytime.

I miss you fucking bitches. (certain ones la. lol)

Ear food : Seether - Remedy
Goo goo dolls - I'm still here
Ronan Keating - When you say nothing at all
Linkin Park - Somewhere I belong
Don't stay

Cheers
*PS Oi. Form 3s. You worry bout PMR now kao lan? Its freaking February la oh my god == I only started panicking bout a month before PMR. Yeah, PMR is quite difficult (3 years work, oh my goodness ==) but relax la . Zzzz its STILL FREAKING EARLY la. You freak out after mid term la. Wasting time only so scared now. ==