Medicine.

Quite a busy day today, going to the education fair and all.

I'm so confused right now.

Out of all the courses available, the medical one really does intrigue me the most. And yet, I don't know whats stopping me from fully going for it.

Being a doctor, you've got to be someone with a strong passion to save and help people's lives. I do want to help, but I can never feel the burning desire. I really do wonder whether this is the suitable profession for me.

Secondly, money factor. Shall not go in to it, but medical degrees are really really expensive.

Lastly, I don't know whether I will succumb under all the pressure of being a doctor. Seeing blood doesn't freak me out, but seeing severed hands and what not are a bit gruesome for me.

I'm so confused right now. And I'm disabling the comments this time. I don't need anyone to tell me how to decide my future.

Cheers