Depressed

Shit man. Dunno what the fuck is wrong with me. Lately, I would go through bouts of depression even though there's nothing wrong or anything bad that happened. I don't have the "problem" anymore, my addiction is going quite well, SPM's over, my social life (or the lack of it) is fairly well, I've got my PS2 ... but I feel somehow sad. Have no fucking idea why though. Haiz, I've got to stop thinking man == . I can't help but feel there's something missing in my life. A girl maybe?

*Meh, the more I watch school rumble, the more I get depressed. I love the show to bits, but I really feel empty and depressed after watching it. What the fuck. ==. Let time and music do the healing la.. ==

I've been listening to Tori no Uta, pushing me away (piano version), flashing lights, and the apl song intensively for the past few days. Hrm, yeahh, this post might be more boring than others, maybe cause I'm not in the mood, but hey, what the heck. Screw you. =)

Secondly, I'm so worried bout my future now. Its decision time, and I've realized, when it comes to crunch time, I really don't know what I want to do. I'm interested in medical stuff, yes, but which field? GP? Vet? Research? Damn. I'm so unsure, and I"m so scared that I'll make a decision that I'll regret for the rest of my life. Aihz.

I'm starting to miss secondary school. You didn't have to make life-changing decisions. Whenever you were confused, least you could rely upon your friends and teachers. *sighs*

Cheers.