I'm speechless

God is cruel, but he is kind to those who are patient. Here's my story.

It was 1999 when I was a young kid of 12 i think. So, I got God's 2nd most magnificent creation. I was in tears when I experienced its power. It was a good 4 years I was contented. I lived happily , looking forward to each day, for another day filled with fun. But happiness is not eternal. After 4 years of adrenaline rushes and multiple orgasms, the fun stopped. Its as if your fubu just sort of said "I'm bored. Lets not fu anymore." I was devastated. Then, it changed. I was in form 2 i think. God gave a mandate to his disciples, to begin creation of his greatest creation to date. And it was great. I starved, I drooled, I cried , I was awed when it came out. For four hard years, I lived my days aimlessly, wondering when God would actually have mercy on me, and deliver it to me. I passed my days, trying to lessen my pain by being with friends, listening to music, doing SPM. But, all of it was never enough to close the gap in my heart. There was this square-shaped void, that could only be filled by it.

And God is great. For today, I finally get to revel in its greatness. Its magnificence is not fit for hands like mine to hold. But i will try my best, to fully understand its power. I will be friends with it, and I hope it will embrace me.

In the presence of a mini-God, all other things are immaterial. Here's a list of things I'm giving up, time which i can spend worshiping His power.

1) Friends
2) Social life
3) Reading
4) Piano
5) Eating
6) Sleeping
7) Breathing
8) Well...everything anyway.

Cheers.