Life changes
Well..today was pretty darn screwed up. A day of mixed emotions man. Won't go into it, but I do want to rant about something. Shut up and listen y'all =)
Firstly, I never knew, people could change so freaking fast. Seriously. It's only been a week, and the whole thing went wrong? WTF. Damn. When I first arrived at the scene, I knew something was wrong liao. There was this sort of beh-song vibe that was in the air. Specially in "his" grimace and actions. The mood was just different man. I mean, when we were still in school, we used to laugh and joke and just be mean to each other. But none of us really took offense at it, so why change now? The tiniest jokes we made, pissed him off, and made him think that we were people with "maruah" and shit like that. Honestly, he was really reacting like some one who didn't usually hang out with us, and thus, would get offended by our insults. One week. Its enough to change some one completely. Unbelievable. Truly unbelievable. And I hate it. I really like this guy, but I was so freaking disappointed by the way he was acting today.
Secondly, I've just realized. I really don't have a best friend. I mean, yeah, I'm close to the dudes in my class and all...but I just don't have someone that sticks with me / vice versa the whole time. I mean, for example, eugene's got evelyn, yong xin's got wye lup...who the heck do I have? Shit man ==. Ah well, school's over anyway. Time to embrace college!
Lastly....the more I look at it, the more I can see the cracks thats creeping into our group's friendship. Its as if we're all just sort of drifting away from each other. Just so many fights everywhere. Us with *******(censored to protect privacy). Me fighting with wye lup and foo zhuk. Wye Lup and Yong xin fighting. Me and yong xin fighting. Wtf man. Its fucking saddening to see this whole thing happening.
Meh. Whatever.
Nite
posted by Jonathan Chin @ 6:33 AM
7 Comments
7 Comments:
Erm... Hope u felt better after sleep.
Seriously, human can change even in one minute. Erm, just be yourself.
Remember, don't hate. Hating cannot changed any thing, but waste your energy.
For best friend part. Erm... Friends need fate. Maybe there are someone who wanted to be your best friend, but you can't see. There are someone who willing be with you but you can't see. When time pass, you will found it sooner or later. School's life and college's life are same. Telling the truth, the older the person is, the more complicated the thinking is. So, beware when u knowing new friends in college. They might hide a knife behind them.
Anyway, just be yourself. People like you because who you are. Seriously, at least I don't hate you. =)
Yeap. Anything, I'm still be there for you. You are a nice guy. You deserve a good treating way from me. If you need a best friend, I'm willing to be the one.
Cheers~
P/S
Really thanks a lot ya~
(U know what I mean right)
-YaRn-
hey dude, still don't remember me? hope U don't regard this as spam.. haha.. well, just to reinvoke your memory, do U still remember the scrabble match day at a school in Serdang if not wrong? we met there again, with foo chuk n ahzim, i think. haha..anyways, frens are based on fate like miss Samantha (sorry to quote you, but I don't know you so sorry if I offended you)said earlier.. or should I say 缘份 in chinese.. so, don't get to worked up on that.. maybe you can get better frens at college or maybe even your dream gf dat you always wanted.. haha.. be optimistic, pray for the better, for every day is a new day, a new start.. till then, have a good day (good night)
Nah~ Wont offended me. =)
Nice to meet you.
You can call me YaRn.
Fate is important for true friendship. Seriously, I believe in fate. If it does not belong to you, it will never be yours. If you have fate with it, no matter what, it still yours. Be patient, Jon.
Haha, you guys got it wrong la. Wait, clear things up first. Heck yeah i remember you ryan, Mr Teck Yang =) How did you chance on my blog anyway XD?
And secondly, its not that I don't have any good friends la =) I'm seriously close with the chinese dudes in my class (Well...from my perspective. Don't know whether the feeling is mutual =), its just that I don't have one that truly I can call my best friend, ya know.
Cheers guys =)
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: bravo, Jon.. haha.. but cut the 'g' out from the 'Yang'.. mispelled.. haha.. well, I can say thats fate too.. I have the same dilemma or shall I say little annoyance as you that sometimes irks me when I see super-duper buddies together.. I have none too, just like you.. however, I just get on with life like I always have.. on another note, I keep hopes that I may get new friends, maybe true ones when I go to college or later on in life.. they just pop out of nowhere sometimes n U just gel with them instantly.. for those attitude change guys, just treat them as acquaintances if need be.. haha.. old friends, nice to see you again.. n btw, how did you know it was me?
Wat a great misunderstanding here...
Haha! But still depends on fate lar. Eh~ I also dun hav anyone who called as best friend. =)
If u wan... you can choose to be mine~ I mean best friend...
This sound silly... Cut it...
Eh~ Really lar... You will find one soon~
Dun worry be happy...
Honestly, got best friend or not... still need to continue ur life mah~ Right?
Cheers!
-YaRn-
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