The root of the bloody problem
*Addiction post*
Oh. My. God. I finally know whats my problem. And i'm quite sure it is. ITs bout my fucking addiction == Meh, I know I said it was getting better, but as soon as the exam's came around, and I stopped posting bout my addiction, I was back to my usual ways.
Sad, yes I know. I'm feeling pretty darn disgusted and ashamed of myself right now, but the pull is just so ever-consuming.
Nevertheless, I'm going to start a new after SPM. I'll have a spanking new PS2 and some other stuff that I can occupy myself with. Then, I would be able to stop the addiction, and probably cure my problem.
BUT. If until college also my problem isin't cured, I'll have to go and look for professional help.
I do want to say thank you to those people who have helped me though. The past few months have been really really frustrating and down, and I've got to say this is one of the most screwed up periods of my life so far. With the support you guys have given, I've been able to get a lil peace of mind , and I'm sure i'll be able to solve this addiction AND problem once and for all. Your words mean a lot to me right now =)
Cheers
posted by Jonathan Chin @ 7:56 AM
3 Comments
3 Comments:
Hey, Jon~
Nice to heard that you found the road and started a better treatment, it's more systematic and guess it will be working out alright.
To overcome a problem, we always need to know the root of problem, and cure it. That's the only way to overcome without leaving any side effect. =)
Well, it really can't.
You may ask for professional help.
But from what I know, the way you taking now, is just exactly what will a professional do too.
Actually, everything still depend on yourself. Word hard but don't screwed up easily.
Ya~ Supports are important. As you knew, I will support you always. =)
Take good care.
Eh, seriously, don't staying up too late la.
-YaRn-
dun think too much
Ya got a good thing to say, fine, comment by all means. If you dont'...well...comment to!
Its 'too' not 'to' u big noob =P
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