I want a girlfriend

*Reflections post*

Damn. 7 more days to SPM. Oh well, preparations are on the way. Anyway, I want to post bout some stuff.

Firstly, to all my guy friends, I'm well on the way to recovery. I guess its been in my mind, and its getting better. I'm regaining my confidence, and I hope by the end of the year, all this will be a memory. Of course, if it doesn't, it could be something more than just a mental fault, so I might have to seek professional help. =), still, I'm not depressed bout it anymore. No use depressing over stuff that happens. God gives you crap, you suffer, but keep your head up high. Overcome the challenge, its not the end of the world. No use wallowing in self despair over it, right? If it happened, then it has. Try finding solutions, and if nothing can be done, well... accept it. I guess thats the way things were meant to be =)

2nd thing.

I want a girlfriend. I'm serious.

And no, I'm not being emo right now, nor do I want a gf to flash about/or to follow the crowd. I just want some one to hug, to hold, some one who'll make me melt when she smiles. To put it short, i want someone to make me happy by making her happy.

I'm quite pissed at those bastards who treat girls like playthings. These generally are playboys, and they're quite charming so they get all the girls they want. To them, the girls are just toys for them to play with. Toy a lil, get bored, then dump there. Bloody mother fuckers.

I fucking hate buggers who shout / hit their girlfriends too. I've seen guys shouting at girls, while the girl just cowers. Gosh, i wish i could fucking hit them and castrate them. Assholes of the universe.

And yes, i hate people who are just plainly superficial. Of course, i'm guilty to a certain extent (OMG. Its the constant variable. *Drools*) but I've seen guys who go for the leng lui, so that they can boast to their friends and parade their gf around. Idiots.

I hope I'll get my special someone in college though. Someone I can open up to? *This isin't being antisocial, its just that opening up to a guy is so bloody different to opening up to your girlfriend =)*

And yes, I really want to know the answer to this question. Is sex really that important? I mean, is there any chance of love overriding sex?

And I've heard that sexual desires for boys and girls are different. For guys, it develops at a younger age, and it lessens as we get older. But for girls, they won't really feel sexual desire until their about 20+? Is this true?

Cheers bitches and bastards