Behind the addiction

Hey guys =) I've been thinking about this a lot and i got to express it. This is my addiction. This is the story.

When I was in form 1, i was still naive and unassuming. I got through the year fairly alright. However, Form 2 was the year i got screwed. Big time. It was the year i got hooked. I was curious back then and what more, I had friends ( YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE XD I'm not blaming you anyways so cheers) who were .... more educated in that subject. So, they slowly introduced me into their world. -.-" Whoops, big mistake for me. In the beginning it was just a past time, but by Form 3, it had become worse. I was addicted.

The extent of the addiction? Even during the PMR, i would spend about an hour feeding my addiction. I couldn't stop. The mind said no, but the body says yes. And so, my addiction worsened. When I was in form 4, the addiction lessened a bit as I had somebody I would spend my time with in school till 4~5. When i came back home, I would always be exhausted and not give in to my addiction. However, when it was over, the urge came back again. Now, in form 5, I easily spend 1~2 hours a day just feeding it. And its killing me.

That's why i decided to stop. There are going to be long term effects which would have happened if i decide to continue. Heck, I'm even feeling the effects now! (Well, partially...LOL)

So there ya have it. The story behind the blow ><

*I'm not blaming anybody k. It was through my decision and my decision alone to be mixed up in this. And for that, I truly respect you Eugene and Yong Xin. You two, out of everybody, didn't fall in to the trap. Cheers